we're young punks but we show potiental

(Ps Happy Birthday a few days ago Michelle!)
song of the moment
Raine Maida- Yellow Brick road

Okay I've passed the first part of the applications with Hands at work, now things with move faster and Im most likely accepted, now I just need to do phone interviews.
Im shaking

this is sparta

I learned how to do cash today at work, it was um scary, the first like hour I was shaking SOO hard, its not fun to be a cashier at costco where they like time how many items you do a minute and how many members you get through you till a hour, ahhhhhh

big stuff is goin on with me right now but i dont really have the energy to write about it.

:(
im still waiting to hear back from hands at work

green tea latte

we went to second cup tonight with my dad.
he accidently spilled a little puddle of water on the table, i used my finger to paint on the table with water a army of dragonflies

bo·da·cious [boh-dey-shuhs]

1. thorough; blatant; unmistakable
2. remarkable; outstanding
3. audacious; bold or brazen.

Im in two phases right now and its weird cause they totally contrict each other but yet they both live within me at this very moment.
one side of me refuses to put an once of effort into any friendship i have right now, because i feel i make the general effort in all of them.
and the other side me is like "holy crap everyone around me is so crazy amazing"

I have a ad in the "I saw yous" coming out tomorrow in fast forward magazine.
hahaha
its goes like this
"oct 26 tequilla
you dreadlocks
me green shirt
kissed your cheek
coffee?"
then i put a email i made for this
hahah im intrested to see if anything will come of this

also song of the moment is
"Calfornia by hawk nelson"

a knights tale

(direct quote from my j-j-journal)

Im in such a weird place im tryin to find some sort of balance between rich, old, historic faith; new spirituality expressed through the arts and community; "works" and plain ol' religion.

I was thinking about half an hour ago that I wish it was possiable to have a "untainted untaught" faith, so often i feel i've done/do things because religion dictats it.

I dont even know where to start. Inside my heart is like a thousand knots tied from one string into a huge ball and there is no indication of where i should start untying.

um akward

Oh man word is like killing my ankels i cant even believe how much they hurt.
im kinda starting to make friends with people at work who arent the like 45 year old mothers.
the other day some kid came up to me and was like "dont worry you will be intergrated and innisiated into the young peoples group soon enough"
and i was pretty much like "what the hell?"

there is this kid named colin who was in my social class last year and went to my jr high and stuff, when i see him we always talk and its kinda weird (but in a good way)
i asked him what he wanted to do with his life and he said he wanted to get a crappy office job with a computer so he could draw pictures of himself on paint.
(i know this isnt ACTUALLY what he wants to do)
but this kid is actually scary smart, i kinda want to get to know him better, its weird how i never talked to him at LBHS but we talk now...hmmm

john stay-mo's

Hands at work cant get back to me about my application till after nov. 15th.
it makes me kinda nervous that im gonna have to do a whole bunch of running around at the last minute but it also makes me kind of excited.

feburary is less then 12 weeks away

screaming without lungs

what does it mean to make you life a story worth telling?
I like to hear preachers preach and stuff but I require and "how to book" most of the time,
I always come away with questions on how its possiable, needing a step by step instructional manual.

MRI your soul

Im gonna start doing "Song of the Moment" in my blogs.
Todays song of the moment is
"Give a little bit- Goo goo Dolls"

The music of the week has been very paul simon! its wicked