Brian wilson

during our footprints training one of our assignements was to write a "10 commandments" for our life (and okay a little backround info, this past week i have felt aweful, like i wasnt understanding why i am here and all this stuff and it just sucked,) so i was laying in my bed kinda pouting, kinda ranting inside my brain andim looking at all the stuff posted on my wall and one of the things is my commandments

1) Be a lover
> love God, love people
(this is number one and most important, its something i need to remember when i get frustrated with the people i live and work with, i need to remember to love people and God most importantly)
2)Don't Fear
>let Go
(it could be the fear i get at night when i think people are trying to break in or the fear that i am not meant to be here)
3)Trust
>Know there is a plan
(this one i've been so bad at! there is a plan for me, for africa for everything!)
4)Be Real
> be the created not the creator
(i created a expectation of what i wanted to experiance to be, i need to let that go and just go with what God has created)
5)Be Open
>to Experiances, to God, to people
(i've not been letting God lead me to to experiances i should be open to)
6) Reflect what you believe

after reading through all that i felt way relieved
it was pretty cool