we should be grateful

SO
i've started sending out some of my support letters and i have very mixed feelings about it.
I've sent them to some people i havent spoken to in quite a while and genuily i want to know how they are and i hope they dont just see it as me asking for money.

I also had my first contribution today, from my best friend, and i feel so humbled to recieve it and so grateful, after reviewing my finicial situiation i am really going to need the finical support so i dont know, its really cool, im slightly nervous about it...so yeah anyway
i've started looking for another part time job, no luck so far.